19.3.09

A letter to myself:

Finally, i know the reason why i should stay in band. That's because of my friends. I like the feeling that we work hard together in order to achieve the same targets. I enjoy every moments that we had together. Its true that a lot of problems came out in this few days. But, i had try my best to solve it. Why should we worry about the problems from a small little tiny mosquito? Uhh.. I fell very grateful to our band teachers which accompany us for the pass few days. We are lucky because we have such kind teachers. We should thanks to the mosquito which give us the chance to practice at the other place rather than Dataran SMJK Kwang Hua or the field. We should thanks to the rain which gave us chance to rest and marching with bare foot. We should thanks to the sun which gave us such a 'nice' and 'pink' skin. Lol! Fine. I will give a final report after the pelantik ends! hmm... i should appreciate those who willing to attend the practices. Thx!

And now, the most complicated problem is my studies~ I have no idea how am i going to cope up with it. I heard from quite lot people that i should be manage to score well in my exam. By the way, I din't really agree with it. Miles of homeworks are waiting for me. Not because of i'm lazy but i'm procrastinating. Isn't ?! One of the reasons which lead to procrastination is scare of failure! Ya. I admit. I'm scare. I don't have enough confident to prove to myself that i can understand all the stuffs. Maybe you can take that as an unacceptable excuse. I'm sure that i can't left my studies aside. So, i need to work harder and harder and harder~ as hardworking as a bee or an ant?! X)Please remind me to keep on doing revision or finish my work on time~! Oh. I know olivia definitely can help me right? Hahaha..

To be continue~

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